Scatter Psyche needs to regroup!

I will admit...a lot has been going on lately. Because of things happening, my psyche has been somewhat out of whack. I don't want to go into much detail right now, but I do hope that I am able to get back on track soon.

It's odd that one can pick up on when you are not your usual self. Case in point...a friend of mine called me Thursday...I didn't answer his call. I did send him a text later. He then calls me on Friday saying, "I am worried about you, Brian. Why am I worried about you?" I was not able to talk to him, but sent him a text again. Saturday morning, we finally talked. I explained myself as much as I could at the moment, but told him I want to talk with him more in depth face-to-face. We will see where my psyche goes after Sunday.

Tonight (Saturday), I went and saw the movie "Knowing" with my friend Steve. This movie looked good from the trailer and previews. After now seeing this movie, I have 3 words for you all if you are planning to see this movie....SAVE YOUR MONEY!!! If you are into sci-fi, you might enjoy it. In fact, I was enjoying the first half of the movie, but the last half hour of the movie disturbed me quite a bit. I will not say why, so that I don't ruin the ending of the movie for anyone that may want to see it. I know that the ending was nothing like I had expected.

This brings me to a question for pondering: What disturbs you? And no, I don't mean the housekeeping crew coming to your hotel room. What do you find to be disturbing in your life? One thing for me that comes to mind is the issues I have with food. I have noticed that over the past few months, I have really been bad with my choices. In fact, the past week has been one of the worst. I know that I need to go back into the mode I was in 6 months ago. I am hoping that after this week, I can get back into the zone and become more focused.

Exploration for this week: How to live life contemplatively. I will post late in the week my findings and thoughts. Until then, just be!